run

i just need to run with it, for a long time. don't try to do anything. i've tried but no results have shown. i was so focused on thinking about what i should do and what i'm gonna do.

"Now all you can ever really do is go with the flow of how things are falling into place instead of trying to change the path things are going in."

i've been told different things:
it'll hurt for me to leave, but it'll kill me if i stay.
he'll realize. he will.
just show him he's the only one.

so many voices in my head. which path do i take, which one is right?