currently watching:

Degrassi! The episode where Jimmy has his own t-shirt line.
Augh. That's sort of, well, it has been a dream of mine everrrr since I was in third grade perhaps? That's when I started drawing on t-shirts. All I've been doing for the past years was just make stupid designs, iron out and stuff. My designs weren't even that good, so I gave up that little dream. When I was in elementary school I was already sketching out outfits and stuff and my classmates would pick an induvidual outfit that they liked.
I guess I've always been into fashion. I know I wanted to major something fashion-related. Wanted.
During church I was thinking about what I want to major in. Yeah, during church, I'm a bad kid.

I feel bad for not knowing about what I want to do with my life after highschool. When the adults ask me what I want to do, I reply with "I don't know." A lot of people I know already have a set path for themselves. They know what they want to do with their lives. Theresa and Tyler want to be engineers. Kirby wants to be a pharmacist. Some of my friends want to be teachers, but some still don't know what to do. I want to knowww.

I don't think I could ever become a fashion designer because I don't have enough creativity. My little sister has more creativity that I do.

I know I don't have to KNOW exactly what I want to do now, but it'd sure be nice to start thinking about it you know?

I was thinking about being a psychologist but Kirby wouldn't talk to me if I did become one, haha. Maybe a psychiatrist , dealing with abnormal behavior, like my cousin Vince. He works in a mental hospital. Maybe I should be a teacher, something that benefits other people? Nah, I can't even speak loud in front of like ten people. I like little kids though. On my PSAT career thingy, you know, when you pick what you wanna major in, I picked business. I wanted to open up some sort of a business. Maybe i should take some business classes just in case. Oh golly gee, I don't know.

My parents don't want me working with fashion because it isn't "practical." Like every filipino parent, they want me to go in the medical field because it'll always be open. That's why I kind of want to be that psychiatrist buuuuut I don't know. I still want to do something fashion related.

This post is going on forever and ever so I should just probably stop here for now.