Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Then I'll give you time.

My heart aches everytime i think about those four words.
I'm
bored
of
you.

Everytime I ache I feel like I just want to die. I'm not TRYING to seem emo or anything, but I just do. Sometimes I feel like YOU are better off without me, you'll have a better life without me. If I'm not here then you do function properly.

I've become so attatched to you. That's why I get so sad when I think about your absence. But now, I'm begining to calm down. I'm begining to really feel the peace.
I know that you'll always love me and you should know I'll always love you. Always.

I've noticed that when I cried, it was really for no reason. And now that I have a reason to, I can't.

I want to be with you, so much. But I guess we both need our time alone, for now I hope. You are everything I've ever wanted, I hope you know that. I mean it when I say you're everything to me.

But what ever happened? It just seems so sudden. A few days ago, everything was PERFECT. Absolutely perfect. And now things are just .. not the way I would want them to be.

I know that everything WILL be fine, eventually. Maybe later than sooner. But at least we'll get there someday. A few days ago I would have never suspected that this would happen. Never. I know things will be fine because I have SO MUCH faith in you, in US. I don't ever want to doubt you again. Never again.

I just hope you keep your promises. I'm tired of aching, tired of promises being broken, not that you were the one breaking promises, just in general.

I feel that some things are falling apart, but time is the glue. Only time can heal our hearts.

I'll give you time because it's what we need. I know we'll get stronger. I know that we'll be back to where we used to. How do I know? Because I have faith in you.

I'll give you time. Now, I want to do this.

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