it's true.

i overthink.
i jump to conclusions.
i try to analyze some more.
i overthink!

and theeen. i ask questions. i get the answer and then i am calm. man, i really wish i didn't think so much.

and another thing- i need to change.
it seems as if i need someone with me to be myself. which means, i am never myself without that person by my side. which also means i am quiet without them, causing me to be left by myself, feeling alone when there are a lot of people around me. which causes me to think about things that shouldn't even be thought of!therefore jumping to conclusions.

i NEED to be my own person, i shouldn't have to need anybody! it always seems that way when i'm with that particular group i was with today. i only like being around them because they're different. they're differen't but not as home-ey and as warming as my group.i like them because when something gets introduced to them, they keep it cool & it doesn't become annoying. they're fun. and refreshing. but i'm ALWAYS always quiet around them, even when i was with kirby. i duuno why. i only usually talk when someone talks to me. hm but anywayyy.

no more jumping conclusions for me! i don't want to make him mad, again.
where was i going with this..