like you,

i always find myself to be really envious of you. actually, i was always envious of you, ever since we first met, ever since we started talking, ever since we became friends. everywhere i go, they always ask me where you are. like tonight, no one really said hi to me, they came up to me and asked me where you were. i was the one saying hi to them, but oh well. and when i say everyone i really do mean EVERYONE. even ronnie noticed. you're so much prettier, your voice is so much better. you look more mature than i do and you're younger than me. everyone wants to talk to you, everyone wants to be your friend. it's like I'm just in the background, where ever you are. where ever i am, everyone expects you to be with me. they don't want me, they want you. i just take up space but you actually make an impact where ever you are. i know i'm not supposed to compare myself to people and it just makes me feel worse, but tonight made me realize i need to change. i need to step it up and become a better person.