trying to feel

so yesterday isiah picked me up around 2 something and we went to the mr. pogi pageant. i sat with sarah, kirsten, queenie and nghia and isiah were next to her. behind us were kyle, nesly, kirby, kim, marlon and daniel. i think

the first part was the interviews, eh they were okay haha.
oh yeah, the contestants were MARK CAASI! brandon catbagan! jesse ilao! von nguyen, colin![ i forgot his last name] and i feel like i'm missing someone .. oh well

for the college division it was tedrick, jaymark [what the eff man, HE'S IN MY GRADE.] this one dude, and gary from yfamd!

so it was the interviews, bathing suits, talents [which was the best part.] oh yeah jaymark got christian p. to dance for him, they just wore the same suit, hat, and mask. how retarded is that? anywayy. and thennn uhhm they walked around with their escorts and stuff then they got judged. mandy and arlene were escorts, they were soo gawwwjus!

well it wasn't worth $5.

afterwards i went to sonics with isiah, daniel, marlon, andrew, kim, kirby, nghia, kyle, ria and these other two chicks of whom i do not know. kirby sat next to me but he didnt say anything to me D:. oh well whateverr. andrew poured his milkshake over his face. it was disgusting yet funny at the same time. i got dropped off at home then went to wal mart with my mom and sister. after sonics, i was in a reeeeeaaalllyyy bad mood till later on at night.

darryl called me at 3 something and we talked for an hour. i called him back because i couldn't sleep, he fell asleep on me and my mind was still wandering but that's okay. it was nice talking to someone that late at night. i haven't done that in a really long time. we got off the phone around five, and the sun was already starting to rise. i was finally able to sleep.

i awoke again at 9, got ready and now im waiting for shiela to pick me up so we can watch harry potter with the girls! minus theresa D: and thenn ihop afterwards! i wonder what's in store for the rest of the day.

"it's okay. you'll get there. then i'll get there. then we'll both be asleep."